Friday, 10 February 2012

Inbetween

The disappointment is less that is for sure…
I am learning to live with less
To expect less
To need less 

Can you feel the change?

Where once I was spoilt for choice
Now I go without
There are days when there is nothing
Nothing but the functionary response expected

It has already begun

The lack of emotion remains unnoticed
The monotone overlooked
I respond and it is accepted
Much like Pavlov’s dog

I dreaded the start

One brick at a time
One breath at a time
Closing it in
Building it strong

Yet now I long for the completion
 
As it grows I become stronger
The naysayer insists there will be a price
They cannot possibly know that I owe nothing
My toll paid in full many moons ago
 
Has it occurred to you yet?

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