Monday, 14 February 2011

For my children..



So many things happening in my life right now.. so much occupying my mind..but no matter how busy I get, something will always happen that reminds me that the clock is ticking.. that the days are passing.. that once again the date draws near...

Jorga's EDD (Expected Date of Delivery) is drawing near.. Even after 7 years I still feel her passing as if it were yesterday...

It is always around this time of year and in the quiet moments that I miss her most.  Recently on Facebook someone made a comment that Adam and I should have a third child.. that we should try for a girl.. and everything inside me just crumbled.. I have a daughter, we are just separated.. but I know I will see you again one day my baby girl.. one day.. I just have to hang on.. and in the meantime your brothers keep me strong..

Mommy loves you honey
xxx

3 comments:

Heather said...

I am sorry for your loss! Even though years have passed, I can't imagine the pain you feel. You are right, you will see her again one day in heaven!

Kathy said...

What a lovely post. I'm so sorry for your loss. Although I never lost a child I did experince four miscarriages with the first being the most painful. I still think of the baby that could have been and it's been 14 years and I have three wonderful children. It's funny but I will go months without thinking about it and then something will bring me back.
I found you on Bog Frog and am now following you. I look foward to following your journey.

Fawn said...

One of my favorite songs of all time! The Dance by Garth Brooks is my favorite but this ranks up there with that song and Live Like You Were Dying by Tim McGraw.